| Sitting at school |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|03:06 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| |  irritated | ] |
Okay so im sitting here at school with Lance and Seth and right now they are playing this game and it is really boring cuz they wont tell me what they are playing well actually i know that they are asking quetions but they wont tell me what the quetions are and that makes me kinda mad cuz i want to know what the questions are but noooooooo im out of this one...dont you hate when that happens to you but actually at this moment it is okay cuz I am currently mad at Lance he is being DUMB!!!!! but thats normal...ahaha just kidding well actually not kidding about being normal...well then again he is never being normal so hey but n e way i am kinda hungry and I have geometry homework that I should be doing but instead im typing on this thing and listening to Lance and Seth argue...its interesting actually well more funny then anything!! They fight like they are married which is sad okay so I was mad at Myspace because it wouldnt play my music which is awesome rockin kool .:Sigh:. i love it now they are reading their papers....GOD this should take FOREVER Now it is dead quiet cpet the students outside the classroom and my typing and the occasional <--Lance told me how to spell it so if its not spelt right then thats his fault haha but n e way the occasional squeak of the floor cuz Seth is pacing which is surprising and now I am mad at Seth cuz he is retarded but then again hes not...and now Lance is being DUMB once again... .:sigh:. well i must go and beat the crap out of them lol
~Sammy |
|
|
| nothin' much |
[Aug. 9th, 2005|08:45 am] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | nothing to early to listen | ] |
Well really noting has happend lately cept my best friend's mum got married i was so happy :-) the reception was great me and Britt had a lot of fun but other then that nothin' has really happend. I havent seen Lance in like a week....which sucks n' mum has this thing tomorrow that she has to go to and so im not sure if im gonna be able to see his or not so I sugested to her that he come with us to Freeport on thursday and shes like well i wanted that kinda to be a "girls day" cuz we have our foster child Brittany whose 13 whose gonna be with us so i was like yeah but i ono if im gonna see him tomorrow and shes like ohhh and blah blah blah and thats where i dont know if she is being sacastic which i dont think she was but still....so im hoping that Lance gets to come with us on Thursday. Actually i am kinda hoping he can hang out with us thursday n' Friday but FAT CHANCE. I ono what it is with his parents.....but theres something...and i dont know if its just that they dont like me or they are actually trying to make me and Lance not see eachother cuz they do a good job of that....well its only 5 more days till my birthday...im so excited...wish i knew what the rents were planning with Lance....Cuz everyday I hear from him "I know what your doing for your Birthday" and everytme i ask him what it is he goes "Nope im not telling you" its an on going thing...but i will soon find out!!! Im kinda excited for school to start. Yeah i know you dont hear many ppl say that. But i am...and maybe its because i miss my april. cuz i really do. I havent seen her since the last day of school in French class. pft thats horrible. I have french again this year. Same time same place...maybe even the same seat. Who knows. I have Nick in my class to...i think n e way...but yeah thats the only class me and him have together. Im jelouse of Kevin because he has History with Lance. I told him i would switch with him beacuse i have the teacher that all they guys are in love with beacue she is "so hott" but her mum was my 8th grade homeroom teacher and history teacher so im like yeah u guys are dumb but he told me no he will stick with who he has...which makes me not so happy. So im hoping that our schedules will change ya know im hoping for at least a study hall with him but because i want it so bad i doubt it will happen...well i must go take a shower and get ready for my orthodontist appt. WOOHOO im so excited....n e way later
~Sammy |
|
|
| thinking |
[Jul. 27th, 2005|10:57 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | Incubus: Stellar | ] |
Tonite as i sit in this really uncomfy computer chair i think to myself that i have the most perfect boyfirend in the whole world....I know its really hard to label someone as "perfect" but i can honestly say that he is perfect. I was just having a talk with him and it really made me realize how lucky i am to have someone like him by my side. I wish that I could give everyone a guy like him. That would make everyone happy i think n e way. Just talking to him makes me happy...gah! its wonderful.
Part of a convo I had with him tonite which i loved!
AfanFforeverI: u wanna know something
Sawm14: what is it that i wanna know?
AfanFforeverI: i would scarfice nething for just a gaurentee that u would b mine forever
AfanFforeverI: or do nething that u wanted
Sawm14: ....i have no idea what to say to that...
Now what is a girl suppose to say to something so wonderful like that?? We play this game where we argue between eachother who loves who more...yes i know sounds corny but its fun
AfanFforeverI: haha
AfanFforeverI: i win
AfanFforeverI: i love u more
Sawm14: okay i have to admitt it you do when cuz i cant come up with anything better then that
AfanFforeverI: damn righ
AfanFforeverI: right
AfanFforeverI: n better not think different
Sawm14: I dunno what it is you do to me Lance but its great....its thee greatest feeling in the whole wide world and i never want it to go away
AfanFforeverI: :-)
AfanFforeverI: ok i guess u win
And that right there ladies and gentelmen is Lance admitting that i win and i love him more!!! woot woot go me go me!!! Lance then decided to make a deal with me...i was a lil ify about it at first but i heard him out....
AfanFforeverI: i'll make a deal w/ u
Sawm14: okay whats the deal
AfanFforeverI: i'll never do ne thing different
AfanFforeverI: if u never want me to leave
Sawm14: I never ever ever want you to leave
AfanFforeverI: :-)
AfanFforeverI: then it is settled
AfanFforeverI: i stay
AfanFforeverI: forever
Sawm14: and ever
AfanFforeverI: yes
Now c'mon how great is that!? I love this guy more then anything. When he first told me that he would never leave me I got a lil scared cuz i have had guys tell me that loads of times but now i actually believe it....later for now
~Sammy~ |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|10:56 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | nothing cuz everyone is in bed | ] |
okay i do have to say that my last entry was totally stupid and i had no idea what i was thinking. I feel real dumb for even writting it. and now that i looked at the comment it made me think that he really does love me and that i really do love him...and it also made me think wow what have i gotten myself into lol jk jk it looks like i get to spend the rest of my life with him lol which could be a very good thing....i ono just as long as everyone knows that my last entry was dumb and i shouldnt have even thought like that.
~Sammy~ |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|03:13 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | worried | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | nothing | ] |
Sitting here waiting for dinner to get done and thinking...but my thoughts are being retarted right now...and i know i shouldnt think like that but i just wanna know if everything between me and you is still as good as they have been for the past four months...mum thinks im being retarted but stuff like this has happened to me more then once..so i just wanna know..im pretty sure that im just being stupid but idk
~Sammy~ |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|12:57 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | Incubus: Pardon Me | ] |
well last nite slash this morning was so fun!! it was crystal nate leslie josh me and lance we all went to the movies which ended up to be two hours and twenty minutes gah!! but it was a good movie we went and saw The Island it was good cept Lance smelled like bleach cuz we picked him up from work. Which that was fun cuz when we got there we had like a half hour till he got out but nate and josh decided to honk the horn and he comes runnin out sayin he needs more time lol i felt really bad lol so we went to the movies and we go to get seats and the movie is still playing lol it was funny so we waited n' got some candy well we got our seats and me and crystal go to get some candy but my candy sucked ass like real bad so my loving boyfriend goes and gets me new candy gah i love him so were eating cady and then we hear it fall on the floor...leslie droped her bad of reeces if thats how u spell it lol it was funny well the movie got done at like 1150 so we have to bring lance home we dont get to his house until like 1230 so im beting he gets in trouble cuz thats how his dad is lol so we doped josh and nate off and go home crystal leslie and i changed into our swim suits and go swimming man that was fun so we get out of the pool and go in the house now you all have to remember this is like 130 2 o'clock in the morning. kissle walks arcross the floor right into this puddle of pee (her dog) it was so funny i was like kissle umm i dont think that puddle is from us so after that we got some ice cream cake and cheese and cracker and went upstairs to watch movies we were watching a scary one but i was like i dont wanna watch it n e more so we changed the movie but i fell asleep man o man it was soooo fun lol
~Sammy~ |
|
|
| Not sure |
[Jul. 21st, 2005|09:35 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | nadda | ] |
Not sure exsactly how to handle things i know its not my place but i want to make sure everything is safe cuz u deserve it. and i know u tell me not to worry but its only thing that i can do right now without getting involved cuz that would be bad if i did....i ono i ono how to feel because apart of me tells me that ur not safe at home....and it worries me to death....i ono what to do but listen when u feel like talking and maybe thats all u needed me to do so i guess im stuck with that (not saying i dont want to listen to you) but whats happening isnt okay not in my book n e way...i wish i could fix it |
|
|
| Missin' you |
[Jul. 8th, 2005|04:30 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | Nothing | ] |
Im on vacation and its been great so far i still have another ten days and im ready to go home already i guess its cuz i miss everyone at home or i guess its cuz i miss Lance lol cuz i do i havent seen in since the 30th and it sucks i wish he was down he with me and im pretty sure he wishes that he could be here to lol but n e ways i went to the zoo yesterday and it was oodles of fun but now today my knees hurt like hell but thats okay tomorrow i think im going swimming but im not sure id like to play some basketball to ya know it has been awhile since ive played lol sounds kinda funny well im not sure what else to say so i guess i will sign this entry with an I love you and I miss you very much. Hope everyone is having a great summer so far. I know mines gonna be even better when i get home lol later
~Sammy |
|
|
| *Sigh* |
[Jun. 29th, 2005|10:03 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | Loved | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | Some mix my friend made me. | ] |
I had the greatest night tonight. I went out with Lance and I do have to say he is the most perfect person in the whole wide world. There are just not enought love in this world that could decribe it for me. And most people say "Oh your just saying that because you spend so much time with him" but really they've got it all wrong because even though I do spend a lot of time with him it just makes me love him even more. I don't know what it is he does but it great. He makes me feel like I'm more then just a somebody. If you know what I mean. And if you don't well then I'm sorry. Lance gives me thee most wonderful feeling in the world. Sometimes I wish I could kidnap him and steal him away from everyone else. .:Laughing:. I'm just kidding. I am really going to miss him while in Indiana. I wish he could come with me but I don't think that the parentel units, aunt, and grandfather would like it to much. Also I really don't think his dad would like it at all. But they would all have to deal with it. .:Laughing:. He's really a wonderful guy and I would change him for anything. :) |
|
|
| late at nite |
[Jun. 23rd, 2005|11:27 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | AFI-....But Home Is Nowhere | ] |
Well I guess i'll start off by saying that it's about 11:30 and I'm flipping tired as hell so if some of this stuff doesn't make sense then I'm sry. And now I'd like to ask something mostly for the girls to answer this well unless there are some guys that wanna answer this to. But ladies haven't you always wanted to find a great guy. I know I always have. I've always wanted to find a guy that makes me happier then anything. I've always wanted to find a guy that cares more about me more then anything that I can think of. I've always wanted to find a guy that is caring and puts me before him at any given point. I've always wanted to find a guy that I could trust my life with. I've always wanted to find a guy that is sweeter then richest chocolate that you could possibly find. Or how about a guy that chooses you over his best friend because he knows his best friend is just being stupid and will realize what he haves and he wont give her up. And now I can honestly say that I have. I can say that I have thee greatest guy in the world. Or at least what I think is the greatest. Everyday I want to be with him. And on days that I can't it kills me. When I'm with him I don't have a care in the world except for him. I know this might sound corny as hell but frankly I don't care. I love the way he makes feel when I'm around him and I love how he treats me. I don't think that I could find any other guy that could top him. No I should not say I don't think, I should say I know I couldn't. Because it is true there is no other guy that could beat what I have. And I wouldn't give him up for the world. I sometimes think that people take for granted the three little words you say everyday to some people. I love you. Many people have told me that I don't know what love is. But they are most defiantly wrong because I do know what love is. Love is when you can't stop thinking about the person not even for a second. It's when you heart beats faster when the person is in your eye sight. Love is when you start talking and all you can talk about is that one person. It's when stupid little things make you appreciate them more.(Okay now I must agree with you this does sound really corny but I still don't care.) I know what love is and if you still think that I'm still just a stupid teenager that is what they call "puppy love" well then you are most defiantly wrong because I do believe that I am in love. And I wouldn't trade that in for anything. All I have left to say is that I love you and you make me happier then anybody I have ever met. |
|
|
| nothing really |
[Jun. 7th, 2005|04:08 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | Numb vs. Encore | ] |
Well okay it has been awhile since i have updated this thing but this is dew to my parents only letting my on the computer twice a week....yeah it sucks im getting real sick of that and them only letting my hang out with Lance twice a month....that sucks cuz i have already hung out with him twice this month....but my french grade is coming up so i ono this will only last for a few more weeks that i know for sure. Well there are only 8 1/2 days of school left! SCORE! its not that i dont like school...dont get me wrong cuz i do its just that after awhile and after getting into the routine it gets very very boring...and that sucks..so im hoping that my mum lets me hang out with lacne this weekend....that would be nice...doubt it though...gosh this whole twice a month this is really dumb but n e way...Im having some problems with Niki lately....whats new...Lance really hates him this week....but thats normal i guess...he had a talk with him today in study hall....i ono if he should have done that...sometimes Nick makes me really mad but then other times hes like my brother and it feels like he is suppose to do that like pick on me and stuff but when that picking on me goes further then just picking on then i ono its like hes crossed the line....cuz i mean well Niki is like my best friend and i wouldnt want it n e other way but i dont know if he realizes that....sometimes he acts really stupid but i guess thats okay cuz thats just how he is i guess....urr i ono well i guess im out ill rite another entry on thursday
~Sammy |
|
|
| Wow |
[May. 19th, 2005|03:10 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | hummin stuff to myself | ] |
Holy cow its been a long time since i have updated this thing....a lot has happened...Crystal is still dating nate....which i wish it wasnt true but it is *sigh* thats okay but Kim, April, Lance and I all went to the Good Charolett concert!!!! woot woot man o man it was such a flippin awsome concert Lance wasnt origanlly suppose to go but since my sister loves me so much we turned around and got him from school called his mum then went to his house so he could put pants on (god hes like in love with shorts) so we were on our way down to Portland and mum calls and she starts bitchin my sister and I out for no reason....she totally got things mixed up (lance's mum called our mum and left a message) so she starts yellin sayin we put lances mum on the spot which we didnt.....so eh that sucked but that was okay cuz being bitched out was so worth it cuz the concert was so flippin awsome!!! i had thee greatest time ever!!!! we didnt get home till like 1245 cuz i had to take the greatest guy home :-P lol but thats okay that was so worth it to eh im not sure what else to say so ill leave it at that
~Sammy |
|
|
| ehh nothing really |
[Apr. 24th, 2005|07:11 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | cuz im eating icecream | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | nothing | ] |
Hmmm not really sure what to say vacation was okay i only got to see Lance twice....wish it was more but thats okay Saturday i guess im going to go to his house....a lil nervous eh first time meeting his dad and step mum but atleast ill be there with him :) you know how it is....frist time meeting the rents....and he talks about them to me so it makes a lil bit eh more nervous lol But hes a great guy had a wicked dream about him tho....really scared me....I walked into my English room and he was sitting there crying and i walked over to him and was like awww hun whats wrong and hes like im not sure how to explain it....so i was like well i guess i shouldnt tell you that im breaking up with you then....and his face just dropped and then i turned and walked away....then i started dating this other guy and i felt bad so i went back to Lance and was like hey how are u doing and he looked at me and told me to rott in hell...:( i woke up all sweaty and actually had to stop and think about what i was dreaming about and i had to make sure it wasnt real....it was wicked but im glad it was just a dream oh well i have to go help mum with the dishes well actaully i have to go help mum with the dishes after i eat my ice cream....mmmmmmmm ice cream
~Sammy |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|09:55 am] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | none cuz Sammi is sleeping so i cant trun it up real loud | ] |
Well now checking my plans for the week it looks like things have been mixed up....cuz mum is like well e're going to the circus or if thats even how u spell it so if u want you can bring Lance....I want to but i really dont even wanna go....i wan him to come over tomorrow but i dont know if mum is okay with that...pft rents these days but n e ways...tuesday i did go to Jessi's and it was sooo much fun lol haha Jessi friday is comin around ;P n e ways we all had a good time...so Last nite my kick ass neighbor Sammi came over (yeah its great to share the name only hers is with the I and not the Y) ok so that was totally random i know but n e ways she came over and we had a wicked good time...lol we didnt go to bed until like 130 but before that around i ono 10ish we were talking to Niki (aka Nick Woodbury)on the phone and he was flipping out he was mad for some queer ass reason so we talked to him or mostly raised or voices lol but then i was like hey Niki can i call you back and hes like "*sigh* Fine i guess so god" he musta been very grumpy or something but n e ways we did call him back but my sister had come down to the end of the house by my room and i could hear her and i was like "oh shit Niki i got to go we'll talk to you tomorrow" hehe he was NOT happy about that but thats okay. So then i ono around 1030ish Sammi calls Sean (after my sister had left) well Sean's mum was on the phone so shes like ok ill have him call you back....so its like i ono 1115 and the phone rings in my room we knew who it was so it didnt matter. But Sammi and Sean decided that they would talk for like 76 minutes while i sat there doing nothing. Well i did talk to him but that was when I was like wicked tired. lol but he snarled for us lol man o man was that ever funny!!! lol hes seems like a good kid lol well im out for now
~Sammy |
|
|
| Nothing really |
[Apr. 18th, 2005|08:42 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | silly | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | none rite now | ] |
Well im not sure how long its been since ive updated....but MY SAMMI IS FINALLY BACK IN MAINE WOOT WOOT :P she came back today and me and her are suppose to hang out wednesday (awsome word to spell lol ;)) well n e way Lance's came over yesterday and we had a good time I love him so much :) wicked happy that me and him are together...Well im on vacation this week as most ppl know cuz they are also on vacation lol hopefully i will be able to see Lance more this vacation but who knows...this is how my week gose so far..
Tuesday: Waking up early doing some stuff around the house then going to my sisters to work at her house then hangin out with Jessi and Brittney
Wednesday: Hopefully hang out with my Sammi and before that laundry lol :P
Thursday: Finishing laundry catching up on my math homework and then going to the movies with Brittney and my sister
Friday: NOTHING maybe me and Lance will hang out who knows??
Saturday: Working on Emery's fun fun
Sunday: Finishing my math homework and nothing!
Wow what a week lol n e ways im heading out
~Sammy
P.S The band AFI still SUCKS lol Love ya Lance lol :P |
|
|
| hehe |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|03:04 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | silly | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | some song by The Clash | ] |
Just wanted to let everyone know that the band AFI SUCKS!!!!!!
Im jk lol well i dont like the band but thats ok...i guess that must be one of the only things me and Lance do not agree about lol but thats ok cuz i still love him even if he likes the sucky bands :P |
|
|
| well i try |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|08:59 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | nadda | ] |
you know im trying really hard to make you happy and when i want to talk about things and everything u dont even say n e thing u were the one that also thought we needed to talk well now its your time to speak up cuz i've asked what i wanted to know but your not answering so i dont know what to do...im trying really i am im trying to be her friend to make you happy and i dont even know if u realize it....i dont know what else you want me to do...
Femmy's Heart Is Broken...:( |
|
|
| TIme |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|08:24 am] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | Same | ] |
the time on this laptop is all messed up i just fixed it so really i wrote that last entry at like 8:20 |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|05:17 am] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | Nothing cuz im in class | ] |
Im sitting here probably should be doing my work but i find it very boring....who wouldnt i mean come on lookin up stuff about Poland...zzzzzz but thats ok cuz my friend wayne is sitting next to me and he makes the class interesting...i dont think theres been one moment of silence this whole class lol but thats ok Chirs who is sitting behing me is being a bit annoying but thats ok too cuz he like wayne also makes this class interesting...wow it just got wicked quiet *sigh* wicked bored tho not to sure on what im going to do everybody is working on their projects or as far as i know they are i doubt really n e of them are acutally working like wayne for example is looking at pictures of rock climbing no wait scratch that hes looking at trucks now....hes a weird one...lol well i guess i should get back to work incase she comes around to check our screens.....later
Sammy
Note to self: March 22 |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 6th, 2005|08:28 pm] |
| [ | How im feelin |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | What im listenin to |
| | NOT AFI lol | ] |
Pft you with i like AFI to anyone who loves muzic dont waste your time lol :P i only have one song of theres becasue someone was like oh u should download it so i was like oh ok and i did pft not impressed AFI.....sucks but thats ok cuz i still love you |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
sawmmy's journal